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Hey. So I don't have a lot of time, but I thought that I should make some attempt at an entry. I'm visiting my parents in minnesota right now and today is my 3rd day here, 2nd day that I had to sit at a doctor's office and wait for my mom... some vacation. I miss Jennifer like crazy and can't wait to get back to her. Luckily for me I'll have another 4 days left on my vacation time to spend with her before I'm back to work.

Work has been kind of crappy lately, but then again what's new right? My boss has decided that he wants me to be his little monkey and do every damn thing he can think of. All I have to say to him is if he wants me to do other peoples jobs he better pay me for other peoples jobs. I mean who wants to do a job that makes twice as much as the one you were hired for and not get paid for the work that you're doing right?

Jennifer and I have been doing good together. Unfortunately she got sick right before I left to come see the parentals. I think she had tonsilitis, but seeing as she won't go to the doctor I can't be sure. We're coming up on 3 years here in a couple of months and it's really hard to believe that we've been together for this long. She's become a part of me you know? I don't know what i'd do without that girl.

My father asked me yesterday why the hell I was wearing a wedding band if I wasn't married. Real sensitive, huh? I politely responded that the president of the USA is a dillhole and won't legalize marriage. He replied "Oh, oh well. Maybe some day." As if it was no big deal!!! It's things like that that remind me why I live close to Jennifer's family and not my own. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents but I don't think I could near them. I might just go crazy if that happened. But it is good to visit with them.

Anyways... i guess it's not much of an update, but maybe I'll get a chance to write again soon.

I'm at Diversaty right now and frankly a little bit bored. Nothing is really going on, but that's okay because it gives me a chance to leave a little entry here.

I've been thinking about everyone here lately. I tried to call as many people as I could, but I don't have everybodies phone #. It would be a whole lot easier if I had my own computer, but that's how things go ya know?

I still hate work, but as someone pointed out to me the other day it is kind of a good starting point if I ever want to go further in to the medical equipment field. On top of that it will look really good on my resume the next time I look for a new job, which may be soon if things keep going the way they are. It sucks working for a bi-polar, condescending jack-ass with a God complex. Grrrrrrrr.

I've managed to make some pretty good friends. In fact, one of them is planning on coming with me when I come back to MO in January. I can't wait to see everybody and to meet my new nephew or niece (Holly is due Jan 25th, btw).

Anyway. I hope everyone is doing well. Congrats to you squrlly girl for the new job, even if it is working with the cold and stiff ;) ick.

love to all!!!

Heather

Currently Reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6) By J. K. Rowling see related

So I guess it's been a while since I have posted anything. There has been a lot happening in my world. Here goes.

I'm still without a vehicle which is making it really hard as far as work goes. Right now i'm using the work van to get back and forth to the apartment, but I don't know how long i'll be able to pull that off. Work is starting to suck too. It's like nobody has any appreciation for the work I do there and if they do they have a funny way of showing it *aka they yell at me all the time*

Personal relationships are good, although stressed. Jenn and I have been going through some things but with good outcomes. I've managed to make a few friends here, but i'm afraid we're going to alienate them, although it is their own fault. My friend Joe (cute little gay boy) and his *friend* Nick came over the other night along with my friend Stephanie and all three of them stayed the night. Now I can respect if they wanted to cuddle together, that would have been fine even though Steph was in the room with them trying to sleep. But not only do they not sleep, now they're irritated at me because Jenn and I have decided that they shouldn't stay the night anymore. I told them when they first came over the week before that I didn't have any problem with them staying in the same room together, but that Jennifer and I have a rule about no sex in the apartment. Well, I find out that the next time they came over and stayed the night *the other day* the two of them started making out and all and one of them ended up with the other's hand down his pants and that's just not cool. Especially since Stephanie was there in the room with them. It shows a complete lack of respect and decency from the two of them and although I love Joe as a friend I can't be cool with this. I think that he would understand if he was put in our position or the position that stephanie found herself in. I don't think I'm being unreasonable at all. Do you? Now I'm afraid that he's going to go off on Stephanie for saying something about it although Joe is the one who came up to me and told me what had happened between him and his buddy the night before. I don't really have the patience to be put through this drama right now.

Anyway. Jennifer is still looking for a job, but we're making it right now. Not well, but making it none the less. I'm so sick of living check to check all the time. I just wish I could find a job or get myself and jennifer in to a financial place where we dont' have to do that, but it seems like no matter what I do I can't fix this.

Okay then... whats next. Oh  yeah. I just bought a bunch of insurance through my company and it's relatively inexpensive. I got dental, disability, and serious injury insurance all for about 65 dollars a month. Plus my company gives me a 15,000 dollar life insurance policy just because I work there. I'm so excited about this. I've never had insurance before. The dental is going to be real good because I don't think i've been to the dentist for about 6 years now and I need a real thorough cleaning done, among other things.

I guess I don't really know what else to talk about. I dont' think anyone even checks this anymore, so it won't suprise me if I don't get any comments back. It's too bad because I really do miss everyone *that means you Squrl and you Callista*

oh well! Love to all!

Currently Playing The Phantom of the Opera (2004 Movie Soundtrack) By Andrew Lloyd Webber, Richard Stilgoe, Gerard Butler, Emmy Rossum, Patrick Wilson, Charles Hart see related

Now I have 2 jobs. Woo. I'm so fucking tired it's not even funny. And things are so messed up in my head right now I don't know whats going on. Its just like everything is one giant fucking mess that can't be sorted out no matter how hard I try. I keep getting mad at Jennifer for no reason and yelling at her and making her sad. I'm not trying to, it's just that for some reason everything she (and everyone else in all fairness) does drives me nuts.

Grr.... I don't like feeling this way.

Anyway. I hope everyone is doing well. Would it kill you to leave me a message every now and again?

Got a car. yippie.

Everyone wish me luck because I have a job interview on Monday and I'd really like to get this job. Or any job to tell the truth. I'm so bored sitting at home all the time.

Anyway! Talk to ya later.